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Trump lashes out at Mark Milley after "wannabe dictator" dig

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Former President Donald Trump renewed his attacks on retired U.S. Army General Mark Milley after the exiting chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff seemingly suggested that Trump is a “wannabe dictator.”

Milley, who is stepping down from his Trump-appointed role as the nation’s highest-ranking military officer on October 1, made the apparent reference to the former president as an aspiring tyrant while delivering his retirement speech at Joint Base Myer-Henderson Hall in Virginia on Friday.

“We don’t take an oath to a king or a queen or to a tyrant or a dictator. And we don’t take an oath to a wannabe dictator,” Milley said, according to the Associated Press. “We don’t take an oath to an individual. We take an oath to the Constitution, and we take an oath to the idea that is America, and we’re willing to die to protect it.”

Trump offered an indirect response to Milley’s speech in a post to Truth Social a short time later, once again referring to reports claiming that Milley called his Chinese counterpart and promised to warn China of any potential impending attack in 2020.

Last week, Trump suggested that the purported communication meant that Milley would have been executed for “treason” in “times gone by.”

In addition to Milley, the former president also took shots at former Secretary of Defense Mark Esper, calling him a “woke fool.” Esper is another in a long list of former Trump appointees who have since been denounced by the former president.

“Slow moving and thinking Mark Milley should never have made those calls to China’s Military Leadership,” Trump wrote. “Does this moron, together with WOKE FOOL Mark Yesper (Esper!), who said “yes” to everything, have any idea how dangerous a situation he put our Country in? Look at his words – STUPID & VERY DANGEROUS!”

Newsweek reached out for additional comment to Trump’s office via email on Friday night.

Trump said in a Truth Social post one week earlier that Milley’s exit from military service would “be a time for all citizens of the USA to celebrate,” before slamming the general as a “woke train wreck” who committed “an act so egregious” that it warranted death.

“This guy turned out to be a Woke train wreck who, if the Fake News reporting is correct, was actually dealing with China to give them a heads up on the thinking of the President of the United States,” Trump wrote. “This is an act so egregious that, in times gone by, the punishment would have been DEATH!”

Milley responded to the former president’s suggestion that he should be executed earlier this week in a preview clip taken from a forthcoming interview on CBS60 Minutes.

The general said that Trump’s comment was “also directed at the institution of the military” before announcing that he had taken “safety precautions” to protect himself and his family.

“I’ve got adequate safety precautions,” Milley said. “I wish those comments had not been made, but they were. And we’ll take appropriate measures to ensure my safety and the safety of my family.”

Trump’s execution remark gives Jack Smith more gag order ammunition

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Former President Donald Trump‘s recent suggestion that retired U.S. Army General Mark Milley should be executed for “treason” has been cited by Special Counsel Jack Smith as another reason to grant a gag order in Trump’s federal election interference trial.

In a Truth Social post last week, Trump said that Americans should “celebrate” Milley’s impending retirement as chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff. He then said that the general would have been executed for treason in “times gone by” due to reports that Milley called his Chinese counterpart in 2020, promising to warn China if Trump launched an attack.

Smith, who asked U.S. District Judge Tanya Chutkan to apply a “narrowly tailored” gag order to Trump in a motion filed earlier this month, cited the post in a new court filing on Friday as an example of the ex-president’s propensity to make “public statements about witnesses” that could taint the jury pool and “materially prejudice a fair trial.”

“On September 22, on Truth Social, the defendant falsely claimed that the retiring Chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, a witness cited in the indictment, had committed treason and suggested that he should be executed,” Smith’s filing states, while sharing a screenshot of Trump’s post.

Newsweek reached out for comment to Trump’s office via email on Friday night.

Smith’s filing was in response to a filing from Trump’s legal team earlier this week. Trump’s team argued on Monday that Chutkan should not grant the gag order, claiming that it was “nothing more than an obvious attempt by the Biden Administration to unlawfully silence its most prominent political opponent.”

The filing on Friday rejects that argument, with Smith writing that Trump is demanding “special treatment” and “free rein to publicly intimidate witnesses and malign the Court, citizens of this District, and prosecutors” due to his status as the leading Republican candidate in the 2024 presidential election.

“But in this case, Donald J. Trump is a criminal defendant like any other,” Smith writes. “The defendant should not be permitted to continue to try this case in the court of public opinion rather than in the court of law, and thereby undermine the fairness and integrity of this proceeding.”

Trump has pleaded not guilty to all four felony charges in the D.C. case and to 87 additional felonies across his three other criminal indictments. He has repeatedly claimed that all of his legal troubles amount to “election interference” and political “persecution.”

Milley, who is stepping down from his Trump-appointed role as the nation’s highest-ranking military officer on Sunday, said this week that he had taken “safety precautions” to protect himself and his family in light of the former president’s suggestion that he should face the death penalty.

The general also suggested that Trump was a “wannabe dictator” while delivering his retirement speech on Friday, prompting the ex-president to respond by making an additional disparaging Truth Social post about him soon afterward.

The execution comment was far from the only reason cited by Smith for granting the gag order. The special counsel’s original filing outlines a “pattern” of threats from Trump, with Smith suggesting that Trump’s public statements and social media activity may be encouraging his supporters to further “perpetrate threats and harassment against his targets.”

Kevin McCarthy has "nothing" in back pocket after failed vote: "I’m broke"

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After leaving another disappointing vote on the House floor, Speaker Kevin McCarthy told a group of reporters Friday that he has “nothing” in his back pocket with roughly a day left to avert a government shutdown.

The U.S. federal government will halt after 11:59 p.m. Saturday if a spending measure cannot be reached before the deadline, and House Republicans seem further than ever from reaching accord, with 21 GOP representatives joining their Democratic colleagues in a vote Friday afternoon to strike down a last-ditch stopgap bill drafted by McCarthy.

After the defeat, the speaker was followed by members of the media through the halls of Congress, according to a video posted by The Recount, with one reporter asking McCarthy what the “logical next step” was for the lower chamber.

“Keep working and make sure we solve this problem,” McCarthy responded.

Another reporter in the pack followed up the question with, “But what are we working on? What’s in your back pocket, speaker?”

McCarthy, with a smile on his face, responded, “Nothing. I’m broke.”

Sources familiar with a closed-door meeting between McCarthy and Republicans after Friday’s failed vote said the speaker told his caucus members that there were not many more options to avoid a shutdown, according to a report by CNN.

The Senate is working on passing a bipartisan continuing resolution (CR) that would fund the government until November 17, giving Congress a few extra weeks to work out the 12 spending bills that will fund the government into the next year. But hard-line conservatives have already criticized the bill, which includes an additional $6.2 billion in aid to Ukraine.

The Republican-backed bill that was struck down Friday included stricter policies on security along the southern border. Several House conservatives, including McCarthy, have made border safety a top priority amid spending bill negotiations, but House Democrats are unlikely to take up any bills that include such measures.

McCarthy is also facing pressure from far-right members of Congress who will likely deter him from trying to cut a deal with Democrats, with lawmakers like Representative Matt Gaetz threatening to oust the speaker. In a letter published Thursday morning, over two dozen members of the conservative House Freedom Caucus pressed McCarthy for answers on how he intends to advance spending measures in the next few days without relying on a CR.

Senate lawmakers headed for recess Friday evening following the House’s failed stopgap vote, with a procedural vote on the chamber’s short-term spending bill scheduled for 1 p.m. Saturday. Republican Senator Rand Paul, however, has vowed to delay the bill from passing due to the additional Ukrainian aid.

The Biden administration has placed blame for the imminent shutdown on far-right House Republicans, with White House Press Secretary Karine Jean-Pierre telling reporters during a briefing Friday that President Joe Biden does not plan to meet with McCarthy in a last-ditch effort to negotiate.

“The people that McCarthy needs to talk to is his own caucus,” Jean-Pierre added. “That’s who he needs to have a conversation with, not the president.”

McCarthy, on the other hand, has blamed the likely shutdown on Biden’s policies along the southern border.

Newsweek reached out to McCarthy’s office via email Friday evening.

Jack Smith offers two theories on Trump’s gun incident

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Special Counsel Jack Smith on Friday added to his gag order request against former President Donald Trump, including homing in on a recent incident in which the former president raised questions about whether he purchased a firearm.

Smith filed earlier this month to have a limited gag order placed on Trump’s public speech regarding the federal 2020 election subversion case, arguing that the former president has a history of “repeated, inflammatory public statements” against his critics and those involved in his several criminal investigations. U.S. District Judge Tanya Chutkan has scheduled a hearing on the gag order for October 16.

Trump has maintained his innocence in all charges against him, and has repeatedly denounced Smith’s investigation as a form of “election interference.”

In an updated filing Friday, Smith added to his gag order argument, pointing at a video posted by Trump spokesperson Steven Cheung on Monday that stated the former president had purchased a firearm while visiting a gun shop in South Carolina, a potential violation of his conditions of release in his federal indictment.

In the now-deleted video, Trump is shown holding a pistol next to a salesman at the store, saying, “I want to buy one.” Cheung, according to Smith’s filing, captioned the post on X, formerly Twitter, “President Trump purchases a @GLOCKInc in South Carolina!”

Cheung quickly retracted his statement, telling Newsweek on Monday that Trump “did not purchase or take possession of the firearm. He simply indicated that he wanted one.”

But Smith wrote that such behavior should not be allowed by the court, as the president faces criminal charges, pointing out that despite Cheung’s retraction, Trump later reposted the video to his Truth Social account after one of his supporters shared the footage, writing alongside the clip, “MY PRESIDENT Trump just bought a Golden Glock before his rally in South Carolina after being arrested 4 TIMES in a year.”

“The defendant either purchased a gun in violation of the law and his conditions of release, or seeks to benefit from his supporters’ mistaken belief that he did so,” read the filing Friday. “It would be a separate federal crime, and thus a violation of the defendant’s conditions of release, for him to purchase a gun while this felony indictment is pending.”

Smith’s updated request also included a handful of recent Truth Social posts by Trump, including his attacks against retired U.S. Army General Mark Milley, who’s exiting soon from his post as chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff, disproven claims regarding the 2020 election in Georgia, and describing the Special Counsel’s Office as a “team of Lunatics that are working so hard on creating Election Interference.”

Newsweek reached out to Trump’s campaign team for comment Friday night.

Mike Pence says he’s done explaining Trump’s words: "Out of that business"

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Former Vice President Mike Pence said that he’s done explaining for his ex-running mate after being pressed on former President Donald Trump‘s recent comments toward retired U.S. Army General Mike Milley.

During an appearance on CNN Friday night, anchor Kaitlan Collins asked the former vice president if he believed Milley was referring to Trump in his retirement speech earlier in the day, during which the outgoing chairman of the Joint Chiefs of Staff said, “We don’t take an oath to a king or a queen or to a tyrant or a dictator. And we don’t take an oath to a wannabe dictator.”

The comment seemed to be in response to the recent attacks directed at Milley by Trump, who suggested in a post on Truth Social last week that the general would have been executed for “treason” in “times gone by.”

“Kaitlan, I don’t know who he was referring to there, but I must tell you that Donald Trump’s recent comments regarding General Milley were inexcusable,” Pence said Friday. “When you think of General Milley’s incredible years of service in the uniform of the United States, to make the kind of statements the former president made are just unacceptable.”

Collins continued to press Pence, including asking him if he believed Trump was a “wannabe dictator,” while pointing out Trump’s response to Milley’s comments Friday evening in which he called Milley “slow moving and thinking.” Pence was also asked his opinion on Trump’s repeated threats toward his political adversaries and the prosecutors behind his numerous criminal indictments.

“Do you believe that he is a threat if he returns to the Oval Office?” Collins posed to the ex-vice president.

“You know, I spent four years trying to explain Donald Trump’s words, and I’m out of that business now, Kaitlan,” Pence replied.

Newsweek reached out to Trump’s campaign team Friday night via email for comment.

Pence has previously said that he and Trump went their “separate ways” following the January 6 siege on the U.S. Capitol, during which the ex-president put immense pressure on Pence to interrupt Congress‘ election certification proceedings of President Joe Biden‘s victory. Pence, however, has often evaded leveling direct attacks at Trump since launching his own bid for the 2024 election, including avoiding telling Collins on Friday whether he believed that Trump is “unfit” to be president.

“I’m running for president of the United States because I believe our party and our country need new leadership,” Pence told CNN. “And I’ve been very clear about that.”

According to analysis by polling group FiveThirtyEight, Trump is polling at 55.1 percent on average among Republicans across the surveys. Pence is in fifth place, at 4 percent, trailing Florida Governor Ron DeSantis (13.5 percent), businessman Vivek Ramaswamy (6.6 percent) and former South Carolina Governor Nikki Haley (6.5 percent).

Archaeologists discover ‘exceptional’ 2,000-year-old female marble statue

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An “exceptional” marble statue from the Roman era has been discovered in Italy, researchers have announced.

The female figure dates to around 2,000 years ago—somewhere between the middle of the 1st century B.C. and the mid-1st century A.D.

Researchers from the Spanish School of History and Archaeology of Rome (EEHAR)—part of the Spanish National Research Council (CSIC)—located the statue during excavations at the archaeological site of Tusculum.

EEHAR director Antonio Pizzo told Newsweek the life-sized statue is “a true rarity.”

Tusculum is in an area known as the Alban Hills, which lies on the outskirts of Rome. In ancient times, this districts—known for its luxurious villas and country houses—was used by the rich as an escape from the capital.

The statue is in excellent condition and of high quality, although it is missing the head and parts of the arms, according to the researchers. It probably once belonged to an ancient bathhouse in the city.

“This is an exceptional discovery. At the time of discovery, only part of the statue’s back was visible and it was lying on a thin layer of painted stucco, so it would be part of the ornamental program of the thermal baths,” Pizzo said in an EEHAR press release.

He later told Newsweek: “It is a unique find in the panorama of current archaeology.

“It is not at all common to find statues in current archaeological excavations in this state of conservation and with this level of execution, rich in details and ornamental elements.”

Pizzo added that the quality of execution of the statue was “absolutely exceptional”—with highlights including the detail of the clothing, the anatomical parts and the depiction of a fawn skin hanging from the chest.

This fawn skin may represent a link to the cult of the god Dionysus, according to the researchers. Dionysus, also known as Bacchus, was a Greco-Roman god of wine, fruit, vegetation, fertility, ritual madness and ecstasy, among other traits. His followers were often depicted wearing a fawn skin.

In August, German archaeologists announced that they had uncovered an ancient bath complex below the streets of a city dating back to the Roman Empire.

The discovery came during the construction of a fountain in Neumarkt, located at the heart of Cologne—a city in the west of the country whose history stretches back around 2,000 years.

In September, researchers in Israel announced the discovery of a cache of weapons from the Roman period, hidden in a remote cave.

The cache included four exceptionally well-preserved Roman swords from 1,900 years ago, according to the Israel Antiquities Authority. It also contained a shafted weapon known as a pilum—a type of javelin used by the Roman army and generally measuring around 6 feet in length.

The cave where the weapons were found is in the En Gedi Nature Reserve, just to the west of the Dead Sea. The small cave is nestled within a set of isolated and inaccessible cliffs, the antiquities authority said.

Update 10/04/23, 5:00 a.m. ET: This article was updated with additional comments from Antonio Pizzo.

Ten wild ways people are using ChatGPT’s new vision feature

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The internet is fawning over ChatGPT’s new vision feature.

The OpenAI tool’s latest updates began rolling out earlier this week. They enable ChatGPT to “see” when users upload images, which they can then discuss them with the chatbot. Additional “hear” and “speak” features enable users to have conversations with ChatGPT.

The new artificial intelligence (AI) capabilities make use of GPT-3.5 and GPT-4, which “apply their language reasoning skills to a wide range of images, such as photographs, screenshots, and documents containing both text and images,” according to a Monday OpenAI blog post.

People around the world have begun testing out the new features and sharing their experiences on social media. Below are 10 creative ways ChatGPT users are making use of this new vision feature.

Identify Film Scenes

On X, formerly Twitter, some users alerted their followers that they could upload a screenshot from a movie and have ChatGPT identify the film. In one example posted by @skalskip92, ChatGPT identified Pulp Fiction from a screenshot showing actors John Travolta and Samuel Jackson. ChatGPT also shared information on the film’s historical context and, when asked, its rating on IMDB.

Writer Peter Yang also tested this capability with a screenshot from the Ridley Scott-directed 2000 film Gladiator.

Do Kids’ Homework

AI developer McKay Wrigley posted a video on X showing how ChatGPT can now explain scientific diagrams to students. In Wrigley’s example, he posted a diagram showing the inside of a human cell and asked for help understanding what each component did. ChatGPT came back with brief descriptions for each cell part.

Yang also tested out this tutor-like function by sending ChatGPT an image of an addition worksheet for a math class. ChatGPT provided answers to all of the math problems included on the sheet.

“Kids will never do homework again,” Yang tweeted.

Offer Coaching Tips

Create Labs co-founder Abran Maldonado tweeted that he provided ChatGPT with two photos taken during a football game “in honor of football season.” ChatGPT then explained what appeared to be happening in each photo and offered six coaching tips for the quarterback. Maldonado predicted the new vision feature “will forever change coaching and sports analytics.”

Write Code

Users have also discovered that ChatGPT can write code based on uploaded images, charts and diagrams. In one example, Wrigley shared a photo on X of diagrams drawn out on a whiteboard that ChatGPT then transformed into code.

Several X users shared another video showing how ChatGPT created a website with a design matching a sketch drawn on paper, a photo of which was then uploaded for the chatbot to assess.

Adjust a Bicycle Seat

ChatGPT can walk users through how-to instructions for several random activities, including adjusting a bicycle seat. In one example shared by OpenAI, a user struggling to lower the seat of their bicycle could take a photo of the bicycle and follow step-by-step instructions that walk them through how to make the necessary adjustments. Users can ask follow-up questions and send along additional images to work through specific steps when they run into trouble, according to OpenAI’s video. The vision feature can be used to fix other random items around the house, OpenAI’s blog post said.

Take Better Photos

Ethan Mollick, a professor who studies AI’s impacts on education, said on X that ChatGPT’s vision feature can help users create better photographs. Mollick uploaded a photo to ChatGPT and asked for specific instructions on how to improve the image. The response he received showed ChatGPT providing tips on framing, lighting, perspective and more.

Pietro Schirano, whose X bio says he works in AI, posted on X that ChatGPT also contributed a name suggestion for an interior design style after photos of the style in question were uploaded. ChatGPT described the space’s design elements and explained the historical context for its name suggestion.

Avoid Parking Tickets

Yang tweeted he “will never get a parking ticket again” now that ChatGPT’s vision feature is available. Yang posted a photo of a sign on which several specific parking instructions were posted, each giving different instructions on when people could and could not park in that area. Yang provided ChatGPT with a specific time and weekday, asking if it was safe to park.

Analyze Artwork

ChatGPT tapped into art analysis when Schirano asked about the meaning behind a four-panel cartoon. ChatGPT’s analysis broke down the cartoon by panel and provided an overall assessment on its meaning at the end.

Decipher Handwritten Notes

ChatGPT can be deployed to read messy or flowery handwriting styles. In one example shared on X by Mollick, a photo of part of a handwritten manuscript was uploaded to ChatGPT for deciphering. The chatbot did fairly well, according to Mollick.

“Likely going to be a big deal for a number of academic fields, especially as the AI can ‘reason’ about the text,” he tweeted.

Find Waldo

Perhaps most importantly of all, ChatGPT can help kids (and adults) around the world find Waldo.

“I found him!” ChatGPT responded to a Where’s Waldo? page uploaded by Schirano, adding instructions on where to look.

The XL Bully locked onto Beau Beau’s leg and that was it

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Our dog Beau Beau was so beautiful. When we bought him eight years ago, through a King Charles Spaniel breeder, he was like a little teddy bear. Our kids were only four and five, but he was amazing with them. He never barked or growled, and was so soft and gentle.

My daughter used to call him her “son” because he was like a little baby she had with her all the time. She would dress him up and take pictures with him. Beau Beau was always right beside her.

But one day, earlier this month, everything changed.

I had finished work and picked up my children from their grandad’s house, where they go every Wednesday for dinner after school, so I decided to take my daughter on a dog walk.

Fortunately, she decided she wanted to play on the trampoline instead, so I took Beau Beau to a park a few minutes from my house. We’d been going on walks to the green for years; I always took the kids when they were younger and we’d never had a problem.

I was just walking normally when to my right I noticed a large dog I recognized as an XL Bully. He looked quite fierce, and really stocky, but was being walked by a young girl in a school uniform.

He was on the leash but kept looking at us. I carried on as usual and walked past, but from the corner of my eye, I could see him staring. As we walked along, I heard the girl screaming.

“I’m sorry, I can’t hold him anymore,” she shouted, as the XL Bully pulled her across the park towards us.

All of a sudden, this animal had charged towards us and was on top of my dog.

He locked onto Beau Beau’s leg and that was it. I was trying to get him off but his grip was so strong. He just locked on with his teeth and would not get off. All I could see was Beau Beau shaking. It was horrendous.

I started screaming and trying to pull him off. Two men appeared out of nowhere and tried to help, but they couldn’t do anything.

A young girl ran home to get her mom, who tried to stop the attack by punching the dog’s face, but he just turned and bit her hand. She’s since had to have hospital treatment.

At this stage, I barely knew what was going on, I just went to Beau Beau on the floor and tried to see if he was okay. The woman said he was still breathing, but I knew he was dead.

It all happened so quickly, I barely had time to start screaming. Apparently, I was so loud that people in nearby houses could hear me. It was so scary. I’ve never been in a situation like that before, I wasn’t even thinking as it all happened.

After the attack, another woman took me to the vet with Beau Beau. While I was there my partner and son met the owner of the dog at the scene of the attack, who seemingly didn’t care at all. He didn’t show any signs of remorse.

When the vet told me that Beau Beau had died, I phoned the police immediately, but it wasn’t until the following morning they arrived at the house. I was shocked, there was an uncontained dangerous dog and nobody seemed to care.

The next morning, when the police came around, they were very compassionate. The officers we spoke to seemed angry and worried about the situation, but I still feel it could have been dealt with faster.

It’s now been two weeks since the attack, and we are hoping for charges against the owners under dangerous dog laws. There was a young girl who was not in control of this animal. This could have been a lot worse.

It’s so scary because I always walk my kids down to that field. There are so many children down there because there’s a little playground. It’s just not safe. I haven’t been for a walk since, and I definitely don’t feel safe going back to the park.

Beau Beau was such a sweet dog and he didn’t deserve to go this way. No dog does. It makes me feel so sick. To us, our dog was a pet, but it feels like many XL Bully owners view them as a status symbol.

My daughter is so heartbroken, she’s crying every night. Beau Beau was like another child to us. He was always next to us, by our feet, and now it feels like there’s no presence in the house. He used to snore really loudly, and we miss hearing him.

I live in England. I believe that British Prime Minister Rishi Sunak has done the right thing by announcing that he will ban this breed, but I think it should have come sooner, and now that a decision has been made, I feel the ban should be implemented straight away.

Why are we waiting while more people are breeding and breeding to make money?

In the meantime, I believe all existing XL Bullies should be licensed. We should know who owns these dogs, and they all need to be neutered, muzzled, and on a lead at all times.

They should be in a safe environment at home, not with broken fences and able to break out into the public. It’s just not safe.

While I think there are irresponsible owners—for instance, this dog should not have been under the control of a child—I do think the breed is aggressive for a reason.

They’re bred to be aggressive dogs, with a huge jaw that locks onto anything they attack. That’s how they have been made, so in my eyes, it isn’t just the owners.

I wouldn’t have those dogs anywhere near my family, and I hope nobody else has to go through what we did.

Cam Maguire, 39, is a school office manager from London, England.

All views expressed in this article are the author’s own.

As told to Newsweek’s My Turn associate editor, Monica Greep.

Do you have a unique experience or personal story to share? Email the My Turn team at myturn@newsweek.com.

I thought my husband was clean. How it ended broke my heart

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My late husband, Kerry, grew up with parents that used drugs and alcohol. He would recall times when he would wake up on a Saturday morning surrounded by passed-out, naked people with needles still hanging from their arms.

The two divorced when my husband was little. However, the damage was done as my husband had his first drink at roughly eight years old, given to him by a parent who wanted a subdued child.

Kerry was moved around by his mother and found himself fending for himself for food, and often was his mom’s target when she was going through mental battles.

Both parents eventually became clean. His mother used Xanax to calm her mental state and later shared them with my husband. This all happened while his dad was struggling with alcohol misuse secretly.

My husband started smoking at the age of 14 and began experimenting with pot and acid shortly after. At 21, he had his first 2 DUIs, both of course were “not his fault”. He was first married at 21 and divorced after two years. Both he and his wife drank, and he more than she used pot and most likely heavier drugs.

My husband and I first began dating in high school but split up because he wanted something other than me. He wanted to drink and party and not have to be held accountable. He knew I was not into that lifestyle.

We reunited during his divorce. He had convinced me he had grown up and changed. Three years into our marriage, he began drinking, using, and lying.

I was convinced I was the crazy one, looking for evidence. Our marriage was falling apart. Shortly after our second child was born, he got his third DUI and, soon, his fourth. He tried attending AA but it did not work for him.

My husband then tried counseling but wasn’t honest with the counselor. He was able to manipulate the conversation and learned to say what the counselor was looking for.

Four years later, he again convinced me he was clean, and it was true this time around. He was clean for three wonderful years, and we had our third child.

Shortly after our third child was born, his neck needed surgery. He was given a pain prescription and remained on different pain pills for three years, with no one managing him.

He became addicted and got a third surgery as a reason to get more pills, all while secretly drinking.

He was a software engineer, and after he was laid off, he began at a new technology company, still in the software field.

Only those who would drink with him knew his problem. Only his dealer knew what he used. He managed his addiction in the closet and was successful at work. He could hide his crazy when he wanted to—but I knew.

He could no longer hide it from me and that was killing him. His mind constantly churned as to when he could get his next fix. He indeed couldn’t live with his addiction and most definitely couldn’t live without it.

Eight weeks post-surgery, my husband looked for whatever mind-numbing drug he could find. He took his 30-day supply of prescribed painkillers in only two days. He found fentanyl from a dealer a day or so later. He died on May 27, 2020.

I don’t know if there are words to describe my feelings or emotions. I had three kids that needed a mom more than ever, and I had to hold myself together. We cried, grieved, laughed at memories, and cried some more.

However, there is a side of me that wonders if he was just too tired to keep repeating his negative behavior. Maybe he was too exhausted to fight with himself.

I must give all glory to God for carrying me and my kids through the darkest time of our lives. God gives grace and more grace. He has been our provider through our. I know that my husband was a Christian, not perfect, but still Saved. He is no longer in pain, physically or mentally.

Since my husband passed away, I have started over. I have a new daughter-in-law and a newer granddaughter. My youngest son has graduated high school and my 11-year-old daughter is now in middle school.

It’s not been an easy road. It still has challenges, but I have learned that I’m stronger than I thought. I hope this encourages others to fight and never give up.

It is insane all the things one learns about an addict that others haven’t a clue. It’s amazing that a life of a constant high could be successful.

My husband wasn’t that “bum” you see on the side of the street holding a sign begging for money. He was a street-smart man who wouldn’t let his wife and kids walk in the same path that he experienced as a young boy.

All views expressed in this article are the author’s own.

Heather McArthur, 49, is an accounts receivable clerk.

Do you have a unique experience or personal story to share? Email the My Turn team at myturn@newsweek.com.

This miner’s son went solar. Can his coal-mining home state see the light?

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Scott Buckley grew up in West Virginia thanks to choices his family made generations before him.

“My family moved to find employment,” he told Newsweek. “And that employment was in the mines in West Virginia.”

Buckley’s grandfather, William Ernest Turley, started work in the mines when he was still a boy. Coal was not kind to Buckley’s grandfather, however. A mine cave-in left him with a badly injured back, and he eventually succumbed to black lung disease, Buckley said, as many thousands of Appalachian miners have.

Buckley’s father, Butch Buckley, also went into mining, starting a sand and gravel mine along the Ohio River in Mason County, West Virginia. Buckley recalled playing on mine equipment and sand piles there while growing up. “I had the world’s best sand box,” he said.

Mining provided jobs for generations of his family, but Buckley saw firsthand the industry’s real costs. He remembered as a boy seeing ruined streams run bright orange from coal pollution, and his own family’s history showed the devastating health toll mining could take.

Buckley also pursued a career in energy, though of a different kind. He’s president of Green Lantern Solar, a Vermont-based company that turns sites like old landfills and quarries into solar producers. Now Buckley is bringing his family’s mining and energy connections full circle by building a solar farm on his father’s old mine. He’s continuing West Virginia’s energy tradition, only this time with a fuel source from above, not below.

“Let’s continue that trend and have it come from renewable energy that helps support people’s health,” Buckley said. “And let’s give people good, high-paying jobs and give them hope for another option to support their families.”

He knows it won’t be easy. Buckley’s project provides a microcosm of the real-world challenges to a clean energy transition. Federal policy now encourages a shift to renewable energy, but many energy decisions come at the state level. And no state presents a bigger energy switch than West Virginia.

King Coal’s Rule

Coal mining has been synonymous with West Virginia for more than a century, but mining employment has been in decline for decades, chiefly due to mechanization and competition from other fuels, such as natural gas. That trend accelerated in the past decade as electric utilities around the country retired many of their old coal-burners. In 2011 about 23,000 people worked in West Virginia coal mines. By 2021, that number had dwindled to fewer than 12,000, according to state data.

Despite the job losses, coal remains economically important and politically powerful in the state. Many rural counties rely on coal property and excise taxes for revenue. West Virginia is still the country’s second-biggest coal producer, and it is the country’s biggest coal user: More than 80 percent of the state’s electricity comes from coal, by far the highest rate in the nation. (The national average is just under 20 percent.)

In 2021, West Virginia Governor Jim Justice, a mine company owner whose family fortune comes largely from coal, appointed a longtime coal lobbyist to the state’s three-person commission regulating state utilities. That same year, state regulators voted to allow expensive upgrades for some old coal-burning power plants, passing much of the cost on to ratepayers. Another such decision on keeping a costly coal power plant in operation is pending before the same panel.

As coal power gets pricier, bills get higher for ratepayers in one of the country’s poorest places. West Virginia ranks next to last in the country in per-capita income, and many of its residents now face average monthly electric bills above the national average, according to the Energy Information Administration.

A popular coal industry slogan in West Virginia is that “coal keeps the lights on,” but lately it seems to be the other way around. Citizens paying higher bills for light and heat are keeping coal in business.

Energy transition researcher Sean O’Leary with the regional think tank Ohio River Valley Institute said the fossil fuel lobby is fighting renewables around central Appalachia’s coal-mining region. In Ohio, for example, he said industry worked to pass legislation that lets local referenda decide the fate of solar and wind developments, a hurdle that gas and coal projects don’t face.

“Meanwhile, they’ve worked assiduously to make the issue a culture war battlefield with an accompanying focus on identity and ideology rather than the material benefits and drawbacks of development,” O’Leary told Newsweek.

Wind power has made some inroads in West Virginia, with more than 300 turbines in place. But in 2015, West Virginia was the first state in the nation to repeal its renewable energy standard, which would have required utilities to get 25 percent of energy from renewable sources by 2025.

Today West Virginia sits near the bottom of states when ranked by solar installation, with just 33 megawatts of installed solar power, according to the Solar Energy Industries Association. Neighboring Virginia, by comparison, boasts nearly 4,400 solar megawatts.

Mine the Sun

Despite those challenges, another West Virginia native in the solar industry said his home state is starting to see the light. Dan Conant is founder and CEO of Solar Holler, a company in its 10th year installing rooftop and backyard solar systems for homes, businesses, schools and churches.

Solar Holler’s name and marketing draw on Appalachian culture and West Virginia’s energy legacy. “Mine the sun” is the company slogan, and “holler” is a regional term for a mountain valley settlement.

“The name reflects that it’s a way that we will revitalize the place we love,” Conant told Newsweek.

For years the company has been laying the tough groundwork for solar, such as building training programs for people who want to work in the industry. A partnership with the electrical workers union, the IBEW, and an area nonprofit called Coalfield Development helps people build applicable skills and ensures a qualified solar workforce.

Financing has been a big challenge, Conant said, with little banking or venture capital to support solar in the state. “We’re a poor state, we don’t really have that kind of startup infrastructure or financing,” he said. To counter that, his company established the state’s first solar loan program in 2016, and this year launched a solar leasing program for residential owners.

With financial systems and workforce training taking shape, Conant said, the state is better poised to benefit from the Inflation Reduction Act, President Joe Biden‘s legislative achievement on climate change. Many parts of that law are tailor-made for a place like West Virginia.

The IRA has specific incentives intended to direct clean energy investment into places that suffered losses from closed coal mines or retired coal-fired power plants. For example, an Advanced Energy Project Credit sets aside at least $4 billion for projects in these energy communities, and an Energy Community Tax Credit Bonus adds up to 10 percent to the tax benefit for project developers who invest in qualifying communities.

“We’re on the cusp of some really cool stuff now,” Conant said.

Indeed, the year since the IRA’s passage saw a flurry of big-ticket clean energy announcements in coal country. Last September, two companies owned by Berkshire Hathaway announced a $500 million project to convert an old aluminum mill in Jackson County, West Virginia, into a solar-powered metals facility. Just across the state line in eastern Kentucky, renewable energy company Savion plans a 200-megawatt solar facility atop an old coal strip mine.

End of the Tunnel

Scott Buckley cheered on those clean energy developments, but he’s frustrated that West Virginia leaders don’t make more of the opportunities. As he sees it, the power infrastructure at idled mines and old power plants are ready nodes of connection for renewable energy, bypassing the need for costly and time-consuming construction of new transmission lines, a major barrier for solar projects.

National policies and markets are aligning around renewables, but the state’s cultural connection to coal is hard to kick, he said, and state officials seem intent on propping up old and costly coal plants.

“I don’t want West Virginia to be on the losing side of history,” Buckley said.

At a planned 30 megawatts, the solar facility on his family’s property would nearly equal the state’s current solar capacity, but it will take time. An interconnection study required to join the regional electric grid, PJM, will likely take years.

Buckley’s father won’t get to see the finished project on his old mine. Butch Buckley died in 2020 at 80 years old. Scott Buckley said he thinks of his father and grandfather often as the work continues.

“He didn’t have choices,” Buckley said of his coal-mining grandfather, whose memory provides him with an apt metaphor—a miner emerging from a shaft, blinking into a bright new day.

“If I can use a mining example, there’s sunshine at the end of the tunnel.”